MBA Diary
So it's time to leave, it's time to say goodbye, it's time to go far away from them and it's time to miss them. Once I had written in one of my blogs that the bachelors degree would be my last education in my life. Because my ambitions, dreams, and aims were different at that time. But it's life, everything will not be in our hands, everything will not be as we wish, and sometimes we need to change according to the situation. That's why life is so beautiful, if we get everything we wish without any difficulties, we may forget its value after achieving it.
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After my degree, I went on to achieve my previous dreams and aims. But after six months I understood that it was beyond my range or it may take years to achieve it. But I am not ready to wait or I don't have enough time to wait. So I started to think what next ?. Before that I didn't even think about a plan B in my life, I just only had plan A and my plan B was to achieve my plan A. I researched a lot through many sites, many YouTube channels, and webinars to choose my career. Finally, after debating with my own mind I got it, MBA..!. My next step was to achieve it in a bigger way or to get into a professional university. Done coaching for the entrance and wrote many exams like CMAT, JMI entrance, TISSNET and CUET. Due to my good/not bad score in CUET, I got admitted to the Central University of Madhya Pradesh named Indira Gandhi National Tribal University.
As I said above my aim was to achieve an MBA career professionally and I tried to more focused towards it. For the first 6 months, my classes were online, and I didn’t have any close connection with anybody. After that, I went to Madhya Pradesh. It was my first experience staying in a hostel, staying without my family, this far from my home (more than 2000 km).
Slowly, slowly I started to adapt to the hostel life. I got many friends. Already I had a friendship with Aparna and Sandra because we met at the time of the spot admission. On the travel from Bilaspur to Pendra I met Urkahu. After reaching the hostel, I met Ajith, Samar, and Saurabh. And we all choose to stay in one room, room number 205. After a few days, classes started, met others, talked to them, and became friends with them. We build a connection quickly and easily.
One of my favourite subject was and is environmental science or simply E.V.S, I had already said about it in my first blog. I was doing by U.G while writing my first blog. In that I clearly written that while looking to the E.V.S text book I become emotional, thrilled, happy by seeing the photos of Indian places, trees, people, etc from Saudi Arabia. E.V.S textbook was like my messenger from India. I enjoyed by looking the photos and thought about it so much. But after 6 and half years of Saudi Arabian life, when I came to Kerala, it was entirely different. I couldn't able to see what I saw in the textbook, Kerala had changed. But here, in M.P I was seeing the photos from E.V.S textbook through my eyes as real. It was one of the main factor that attracted me to be here and stay here. Another important factor is none other than my friends from various states in India like Chattisgarh, Madhya Pradesh, Assam, Uttar Pradesh, Bihar, Kerala, etc.
Now I need to share some of the best memories I had with them in IGNTU. That first and foremost is the freshers day memory or dance memory. In my life, it was my first dance performance on a stage. After seeing my status and story of dance and other activities from IGNTU, my old friends started to mock me. They were saying that you had changed a lot, you changed from introvert to extrovert, you are not the old Agfar, etc. But really I didn't change, when I got an opportunity to perform something that I liked, I did it happily. After the dance performance, I had a good connection with Kinjal, Sakshi, Anshika, Kuber, and Yogesh. My dance partner was Sakshi, Even though I didn't know how to do some steps, she helped me and we figured out how to do it easily by avoiding the tough steps of Kuber.
Another memory is of Ambedkar Park and the library. We all used to sit in the park to celebrate others birthdays, play truth or dare, eating food brought from the houses of Kuber, Kinjal, Sakshi, Anshika, etc. Another one of my favourite places in IGNTU is the library. I used to sit there to write poems, use wifi to download movies, etc. That means other than studying, and reading, most of the things happened from there. I liked the peaceful environment of the library a lot.
Next is an adventurous memory, it is little bit illegal or illegal entry...!. Illegal entry to the swimming pool by jumping the 8 feet wall. It occurred one day before the last exam, kuber asked me "Are you coming for swimming ?" at 12 am midnight. Mostly I don't say no to swimming, it's one of my emotions. With the support of 'Head' 🔑, we (the hostelers) gone to pool, which is not yet inaugurated. 🔑 gave us information regarding where will be securities and which way to go. With the help of 2 sack of sand, we jumped the 8 feet wall and jump to water quietly and calmly. Because if anyone noticed us, it could be our last day in the university.
Other memories are:-
1. Staying late nights before exams in the reading room with my roommates (205 and 207)
2. Cooking without the permission of the warden
3. Seeking help from Juned regarding finance
4. Playing cards and funny chats with Yogi
5. The smiling face of Santu
6. Expectedly unexpected photo with Ritu and her songs
7. Discussing Malayalam movies with M.P girl Anshika
8. Speaking with Radha
9. Funny fights with Kinjal
10. Video editings
11. Night walks in IGNTU
12. Support of Chabi
13. Personal photographer Ajith
14. Asking Saurabh for photos as the document
15. Fighting roommate partner Samar
16. Midnight Assamese from Urkhau
17. Eid biriyani from Meraj
18. Amarkantak journeys
19. Midway Treat and Bike accident
20. Motivation from Priti Ma'am
21. Freshers, Alumni, Farewell dances
22. Second semester exam of HR
23. Veena's OnePlus
24. TTM presentation with Aparna
25. A.P's words towards Sandra
26. Muskan's electric scooter
27. Missed biriyani from Rashmi
28. Manas and his shop
29. Swimming in dam
30. Arguments regarding the freshers day of juniors
31. Fighting in WhatsApp
32. Marathon
33. Jawan movie from Pendra
34. Volleyball
35. Eid prayer from Chattisgarh
36. Climbing hills and Biriyani
37. Journey to Tajmahal
38. North Indian winter
39. First admin of DOBM's official Instagram account, etc.
I didn't being with my friends most of the time, and it was not because of any personal grudge or hating. But I believe that I had with them when they needed me the most. And really I like you guys and I love you all. In my life, most of my friendships were happily flowing friendships but when it came to IGNTU, there was happiness, sadness, fighting, trolling, mocking, crying, etc. And I think that's why I am missing them a lot. Once I wrote a poem named "Infatuation", the poem ends by the lines,
"Now I am not searching my eyes
Where I searched once
A full stop had fallen for my madness"
But here I need to change some of the words in it,
"I will definitely search my eyes
Where I being once
A special comma had fallen to my life"
With love,
Agfar
